Hi Marla, while I appreciate your post, please don’t feel bad. We are all entitled to our feelings, and they don't define us. they are fleeting after all. This lockdown is do-able, but not necessarily easy. don't forget it’s surrounded by all the unknowns and scary, crazy stuff going on out there. so it is stressful even while we enjoy creature comforts or safety unknown in other places.
Besides, if I rightly recall, you were on a special mission to reveal the location of the secret agent in that game going on The Bad Influence. all you were trying to see is “they went thataway!” right? okay now you owe me one!
besides you weren’t just sheltering in place, you were confined to quarters and had to pee in a bucket. that counts for something!
seriously glad you’re feeling better and hanging in there. give a pat to Ellie for me! all the best!